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This is only a “PART” of the book i’m writing:) (remember, i’m only posting parts, not the whole thing.)
“Me and Kyle are dating” Adrianne told my brother Eli—woah! That was a big blow. And from where I was standing, I could clearly tell the horrible feeling my brother was going through.
“Kyle?” he was confused
“Yeah, remember? The guy I met in new york”
“Oh.. Him, wow that’s… great!” he faked a smile
“Yeah, so uhm.. what are the roses for?” she began to wonder
“Oh.. this?” Eli was trying his best to cover it up
“It’s nothing, uh.. I’m just, just uhm.. holding it.. for uh, uhm.. for, for Angela!” he used me for an excuse and looked at me, i was a bit irritated.— at that time, Eli was sweating so much, he couldn’t believe it. There was a sudden moment of silence, both of them stood really still.
“Ah—I’m, I’m happy for you,” He tried his best to speak. “finally my best friend’s dating” he bit his lower lip and lied.
I took a deep breath and felt my whole world shuttered right infront of me when I saw Eli as his whole world was also crashing before him, he looked so bumbed and destroyed. I’ve never seen him like this, well not since mom died.
“I..” he tried to mubled
“I gotta go. Uhm.. I still have to take Angela home.” Eli stated, trying not to garble everything up.
“So….. I guess this is good night” he said
“Yeah, Good night” she softly replied; looking worried yet unaware of his best friend’s emotions.
“You’re gonna be okay right?” she speculate curiously.
“Oh yeah!— don’t…..” he paused ”worry about me.” he grinned
“oh.. okay” she was still confused.
Eli, instead of giving her a huge hug just slighty lift his hand good bye, turned his back and left. As he slowly walks away, far far away from her, tears suddenly began to fall from his eyes, because he knew deep inside his heart that no matter what happens, no matter what life may bring, he will never ever stop loving Adrianne.
“Everything okay?” I confronted him after he walked straight towards me with this dark look in his redish blue eyes.
“Uhm.. Can Seth take you home tonight?” he requested since he saw Seth standing right beside me.
“Seth?” I asked.
“Yeah, I kinda still have some thinking to do.” He explained.
“Is it okay with you bud?” he turned his head to seth and asked him,
“Uhh—sure” Seth replied, rolling his eyes up and down towards me.
My heart couldn’t take it anymore, the fact that I was having a hard time with my break up with Ethan, plus his love troubles with Adrianne gave me an intense feeling. I looked at Eli’s face as he tried his best to refrain himself from crying even more, obviously avoiding to look directly at me.
“Wait, you didn’t answer me yet” I told him, “Are you okay?” I asked him again.—he didn’t answer.
“Eli!” I grew impatient.
“Go home Angela!” he raised his voice
“Fine! Let’s go seth..” I was pissed
“Okay” Seth answered back.
“You take care” I pleaded.
“I will.” Eli calmly agreed.
As my best friend, Seth guides me on our way home. Having his arms on my shoulder, I couldn’t bear but to look back at Eli consciously blaming him self for it. Adrianne was her world, and based on my experience, there is nothing more worst that seeing the love of your life being with somebody else.
-Samantha Davies
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